Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Tuesday's Tears

T and I just spent a good hour or more talking about my eating porblems. It fucking sucks. I feel like now that im still messeed up hes moving on to find somebody else to make him happy and I just let any chances run away from me. Im sobbing in bed listening to mayday parade and thinking of all the ways things could be different :( I just want to be loved and to love somebody.

2 comments:

  1. Oh sweetheart. Some day you'll find someone who will love you no matter what.
    Until then, we're here for you.
    Feel better soon.
    xx

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  2. Seconding what Christina said (because she said it better than I could.)

    Relationships and EDs just do. not. mix. and it is probably the worst thing about them. <3 I'm sorry.

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