Survey I Found....

I found an interesting story and I thought I would do it and share it with any one else that stumbles upon my blog

Age: 15, 16 in 3 months
Height: 5’4
Weight: 113Dress Size: S-XS?
Goal Weight: 90-100 lbs
Favorite Diet Food: pickles! <3
Favorite Binge Food: Cookies
Favorite Exercise: Swimming
Where Do You Slip Up: anytime at night usually.

When Did It Start?
Hating your body: A little in 6th, a lot in 7th, totally in 8th up to now..

Restricting/counting: Freshmen year (9th grade age 13)
Does Anyone Know: Only 1...
Do You Want Help: I have an amazing ana buddy helping me, recovery wise-hell no. 
How Many Calories Do You Consume a Day: 0-1000
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror: A broken girl with disgusting legs and a long way to go

Are You In A Relationship: not anymore..
Are You Depressed: diagnosed..no. Do I feel it... every fucking day.
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide: yes
Ever Been To A Psychologist: Never.

I AM -
[ ] anorexic
[X] ednos
[ ] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[X] hungry
[X] thirsty
[X] drinking something
[ ] Under 100lbs
[X] starving yourself
[soon!] participating in a fast

PEOPLE -
[X] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[X] call me fat
[X] say I’m skinny
[ ] say I’m ugly
[X] say I’m pretty
[X] spread rumors about me
[X] force me to eat
[ ] say I eat too much
[X] wish I’d eat more
[X] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I WISH -
[X] I was THIN
[X] I had a better body
[X] I didn’t have to eat
[X] I could control myself
[X] I was under 110lbs
[X] I could avoid food
[X] I could hide what I am
[X] I wasn’t fat
[X] I was pretty
[X] I could stop being ana/mia then maybe I would be a little more normal

I LOVE -
[X] feeling hungry
[X] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[ ] being weak
[X] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic
[ ] green tea
[X] diet pills
[X] being able to turn down food
[X] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE -
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4.
[X] I think I’m ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces.
[ contacts ] I wear glasses.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ a few ] I have freckles. (only in the summer,or when I’m tan)

FAMILY -
[ ] I’ve sworn at my parents.
[ ] I’ve run away from home.
[ ] I’ve been kicked out of the house.
[X] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I’ve had children.
[ ] I’ve lost a child.

RELATIONSHIPS -
[X] I’m single.
[ ] I’m in a relationship.
[ ] I’m engaged.
[ ] I’m married.
[ ] I’ve gone on a blind date.
[i hold on and refuse to let go..] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[..Like crazy..] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I’ve cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I’ve gotten divorced
[X] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
[ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
[X] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[X baggage.. and jewlry/clothing] I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

SEXUALITY -
[ ] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I’ve been kissed in the rain.
[X] I’ve hugged a stranger.
[X] I have kissed a stranger.

BAD TIMES -
[X] I’ve consumed alcohol.
[X] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can’t swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
[X] I shut others out when I’m upset. .
[X] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[X] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
[X] I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I’m addicted to self harm.
[X] I’ve woken up crying.
[X] I’ve lost weight.
[X] I’ve gained weight.
[X] My weight holds me back.
[X] Weight consumes me.
[ ] I’m at my thinnest.
[ ] I’m at my biggest.
[so far..] I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
[ ] I’ve lost weight but gained it back.
[X] My weight affects my mood.
[X] I weigh myself daily.
[X] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me.
[X] I thrive on compliments.
[X] I feel bigger than people who are my size.
[X] I feel happy when I’m hungry.
[X] I get depressed after I eat.
[X] I’ve skipped a meal.
[X] I’ve thrown food away.
[X] I’ve spit food out.
[X] I’ve fasted.
[X] I’ve taken diet pills.
[ ] I’ve used laxatives.
[X] I’ve purged.
[X] I exercise.
[X] I exercise so I can eat.
[ ] I work out secretly.
[ ] I work out daily.
[X] I exercise to counteract eating.
[X] I’ve fainted from exhaustion.

I’VE DONE -
[X] I keep my eating habits a secret.
[X] I have a diet blog.
[X] I look at thinspo.
[X] I collect thinspo.
[X] I’m doing this for me.
[X] I’m doing this for someone.
[X] I’m doing this to prove myself.

So yeah.. thats me.