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So the scale says 113. Todays been an awful day! So R and I have always had a weird sort of secretive thing together without A (my bff and his ex that still loves him) knowing. His last birthdya I went to a bonfire and a ton of people saw me there, So the kid my friend made a bet I would fuck was one of the kids that saw... I didnt think he knew it was me... yeeeeahhh. So anyways R came over this weekend and we didnt do much just kiss and he held me while I sobbed over Matt leaving.. It terrifies me. I also found out Matt shared the bet with B (the kid the bet is about) AWKWARD! lol yeaahhh he also said today I would be an unfit mother and I should never have kids, ever. but thats a different story. anywayysss
oh yeah so R came over and B called him and said hey dude where are you. He wouldnt tell him and B finally said dude i know your at Sophies house. I died. Like totally peed myself at that moment.
So yeah lots of fucked up stuff and tot top it all off? A (bff) was questioning me and asked if him and I had a thing. I played the part of the innocent victim getting accused by her untrusting friend and it worked. I swear if I don't get struck by lightening within a week its a fucking miracle.
Intake was good today. T texted me!!!!!! I died even more inside and we talked for a while he gave me shit about my eating and made me somewhat guilty but i'll probably post more about that laterrr.
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Comment Responses:
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Karolina: Your list of suggestions is amazing! Im certainly checking out all of those :) I'm glad you want to kill me :) haha one of the only times I could find myself saying that one. I'm super pumped about it! Finally im getting somewhere! Thank you so much <3
Ahava: I know! I dont know what the hell happened but my body is finally working with me, at least for now! :)
Becca;: Lol thanks :) Im quite happy even though i have no idea how i pulled it off
Christina: I feel somewhat out of control but I like the fact that im finally losing weight. After all the research I have a few explanations for any possible scenario but Im always on edge and keeping track of every single thing lol Karolina did amazing on her list! Thanks for the comment I hope you had a lovely day :)
Im off to do god knows what. I might post a little more, until then <3 Stay strong.
Oh my, it does sound like a load of drama. I hope everything works out for the best, with minimum tears! (One can only hope).
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Usually I assume that all romantic strife in a group is caused by one Patient Zero. Get him smitten and paired off, and suddenly everything's fine. I have no idea who your Patient Zero is, so good luck with everything :)
ReplyDeleteWe're at nearly identical weights.
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