So I came across these words while going through the blogs I follow and a I was like woah: im not alone. Somebody totallyvunderstands what I'm trying for.
You can find the full post here. She posts daily so follow the lovely becca; and her blog: Ordinary Isn't Enough.
maybe this is just me,
but when i'm thin i feel that i can wear anything. like, even if it's the most
hideous top ever, it'll be ok, because i'll be thin. i totally get why fashion
designers use size zero models, everything just looks
better.
i'm excited that for
being able to see my ribs and collarbones properly again.
i'm excited for the gap
between my thighs.
i'm excited to
occasionally look in the mirror and catch a glimpse of what other's see and
realise that i am too thin.
i'm excited to feel the
bone-aching coldness that is associated with not eating.
i'm excited to get the
bruises on my hipbones from when i sleep, as i don't have enough fat to keep
them comfy.
i'm excited to feel
dainty again.
if any of my friends
read this...they'd think i was insane...actually, maybe you guys do too, but ahh
well...
Beautiful <3 This is what we aspire for.
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