A journey of my anorexic life and other insight with thinspiration and tips to help motivate others.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Typical Thursday
Today was pretty normal. Not really any surprise. Intake went as planned and I just had a lazy day. Tomorrows intake will be gruesome and unmentionable. I'm having a long awaited girl's night with my best friend. Good news because I miss spending time with her and its been a really rough week because guys totally suck. Bad news because she loves food. Loves. As in shes planned out the food we are eating already. I did a rough outline and colorie overview on it. Its practically a non stop calorie buffet and it adds up to around 2700. Gross. My willpower has been shitty. I practically eat everything thats set in front of me. Its bad and needs to stop. Ive lost 2 pounds which is awesome news but after tomorrow i will probably gain it all back. I hope all the other girls out there trying to get totheir goals are doing better then me.
After this week i'm going to get strict with myself. Seriously. I was thinking about a juice fast but i'm not totally sure yet. My plan for August is a daily intake of 200 calories and lower with one day a week being only water. I'm not toally sure if I can do it but I have to at least try.
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